오늘 떠오른 생각을 정리하자면, 살아가는 마음가짐이 달라야 지금의 현상을 벗어난다는 결론이 났다. 잠시 내 삶은 왜 이 꼴이 된 건지 참회하는 시간을 가져보자. 바란 게 많았나? 아니면 주제 넘게 굴었나?

There must be lights burning brighter somewhere
Got to be birds flying higher in a sky more blue
If I can dream of a better land
Where all my brothers walk hand in hand
Tell me why, oh why, oh why can’t my dream come true
Oh why

There must be peace and understanding sometime
Strong winds of promise that will blow away the doubt and fear
If I can dream of a warmer sun
Where hope keeps shining on everyone
Tell me why, oh why, oh why won’t that sun appear

We’re lost in a cloud
With too much rain
We’re trapped in a world
That’s troubled with pain
But as long as a man
Has the strength to dream
He can redeem his soul and fly

Deep in my heart there’s a trembling question
Still I am sure that the answer, answer’s gonna come somehow
Out there in the dark, there’s a beckoning candle, yeah
And while I can think, while I can walk
While I can stand, while I can talk
While I can dream
Oh, please let my dream
Come true
Right now
Let it come true right now
Oh yeah

속 아픈 소리가 뇌를 빙글빙글 맴도는 것 같다.